15 Tuesday Aug 2017
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English, free verse, freeverse, literature, love, mistress, modern, musings, poetry, sadgirl, wordporn, wordsonwords, Writing
I fucking love you okay?
Do you even know what that’s like
Loving you?
Every moment I have with you
Carries some fucking weight.
A part of me trusts
It can see how we fit
How it can happen
The rest of me despairs
Knowing I’ve met myself
The self that fits the self i am
And I can’t
May not ever
I can just sit
Wait.
Hope.
Maybe one day.
11 Friday Aug 2017
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Tags
English, free verse, freeverse, literature, modern, musings, poetry, wordporn, wordsonwords, Writing
I made an image
An ideal in my head
A fantasy I could aspire to
I created it myself
To fill my bored hours.
A dream to fantasize about
Something to think about
Something to feel
So I could try to deny and avoid
Thank i don’t.
Not for you
Not for myself
Not for anything.
There used to be a person here
Now she’s a black hole.
